i gave him all and everything and then some and asked for nothing in return the leaves would turn they colors on dimmed sun he would be on some shit and turnt
and every evening when he would come back home with backwards jacket, backwards speech he would say things that no one else knows or understand this son of a bitch
him always eating makes me sad him always drinking makes me scream he's getting really really fat he swears he's gonna join the gym
yet he still eats and im still sad yet he still drinks, i wanna scream and it feels like im going mad im falling out of love with him
his friends would barely even notice that i exist when they come by they ask for tea, and sweets, and \"more please\" and they would leave only at sunrise
im so naive, i don't know how it happened cuz all my friends were trying hard to say that i just think that he's in love and happy he's eyes spark not because of me