apart every mistake that I had made with you haunts me every moment of my life just a picture of your undying beauty can bring me to my knees close the windows turn down the lights slit my throat and turn away it's time to forget everything time to sleep watch me as I light this match and set fire to these bridges I built I will burn down everything I ever had there will be nothing left the blood mixed with bitter tears these nights are hell hell is every night I am the only one I am everything you need I am your children's father I am all the love I am the other half I am the world I am heaven and now I am in hell