Seethruskin - Paint Me! Paint Me! Paint Me! | Текст песни

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I FEEL UGLY ON THE INSIDE
I FEEL NERVOUS AND AFRAID
I FEEL MY EYEBALLS TURN TO SEWAGE
MY GUMS LEAK DOWN MY FACE
I AM HER DAUGHTER'S BLACK REFLECTION
THE SENSE OF DREAD, SPIT SHINED REGRET
I HAVEN'T LIVED FOR FORTY YEARS
IN GALLOWS, SHAMELESS
RECOLLECT

What's the point if all I'll know is these same old scares
These haunts convert me into faith,
Fill my tongue with prayers
What's the point if I'll only know ambiguous treason
My rooms a fucking mess,
Getting out of bed would take a reason

Maybe I can go away,
Study medicine and paintings
Become better than they thought I'd be
When I wasn't so bad as I am
Maybe I can slave away
Work my fingers to coal and tendons
Fire up the six string Devils
Show the sorrow beyond my years

I'm not an artist, please don't forgive me
I just gave up when I was much younger than you
I'm not a spectacle
I'm a parasite, glowing, self loathing
Unfriendly arms folded past due

I never thought I'd be a waitress
Until the hunger pains called my bed, in curling knots and teeth
Digging deep into my spine
My rotting Adam's apple met with infected fingers in 4/4 time
It's about time
I built myself up
I got a long long fall from here
It's about time
I brushed dirt off again
Don't ring your fuckin bell till I told you to

I'm eating hand written letters
Sent home from a million miles away
Never taste the same as they used to
Every shade of her lipsticks turned to gray
I'm made up of grenades
Cocktails fit different glasses shapes
Unlike the free world
I used to really be free
UNLIKE THE FREE WORLD
I USED TO REALLY BE FREE

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