Now everything that used to matter to me is taken away forever gone The only things I really have left here 'in this life are bitter hate and this gun From this trip I'm taking now I'm never coming back' It's time, tonight's the night -the last one of my life This time I'll just let myself go and leave this world behind The booze flows in like blood to heart that beats no more and blows the flame of fear out' I raise the gun - my finger on the trigger - and put the barrel into my mouth From this trip I'm taking now I'm never coming back' It's time, tonight's the night -the last one of my life This time I'll just let myself go and leave this world behind It's here, tonight's the night -the last one of my life With no fear I'll just let my life go and take the six-feet-dive'