I just ask myself whats wrong with me. I wonder what you're starting to see differently in me, That's causing you to leave me as if I am nothing. Maybe I'm just over-thinking, 'cause you assure me i'm something.
We're just friends.
And I guess that's okay because you notice my existence And I was thankful that you did to begin with Your hand in mine was all I ever needed to get by But it seemed you were just trying to protect your own heart and mind Maybe you just wanted to get by in life And you don't really care if you leave anyone behind But I'm not a broken tool So use me till I die
And I will never leave, though you want me to In case you ever need someone to fall into But you dont have the time for me and you made me aware. So we'll stay friends and Ill move on because I'm tired of waiting The last time I did it left me physically bleeding.
And I don't want to go back to being that boy I grew up from all of that, but I've yet to find joy In little things like falling asleep just to dream of you Instead wake up to you telling me you don't know what to do.
Maybe you didn't want a song, or a poem, or a rhyme. But I only feel completely honest when I'm writing these lines. My heart yells at me \"why aren't you putting up a fight? This is why you lose everything,\" and I tell him \"You're right.\"