Black sky and oppressive ground Continuous anger and sad rain Disease penetrates into my soul I'm even afraid to accept someone i searched for I'm prevented by muddy ground Illusion around me threatens my mentality
Words have no meaning I only show my existence Illusion from. scars Its linked with memory Suppressed desire runs down my soul Can't live in this world being ourselves Life is settled Breaking through every wall Thrown up in our faces
Judgment doesn't work In such deep depression Only... only... encourage my instinct Try to respect my own will This moment like ecstasy I look up only leaving vanity My whole life running through rapidly Erase me! Can't stop this beat if i'm being myself Please! Kill me right now!