Todays the day, Ive made my biggest mistake Never getting a chance to know you Or see that beautiful face I am ashamed, I am disgusted That I never gave you a chance to earn your place
How long will I go on living my life this way? Deep down inside this is tearing me apart Its killing me Im doing everything that i can To try to stand up, be a man
This whole situation of dealing with the pain and the frustration Keeps me awake at night Wishing things were right
No one will ever know the things i went through
I still remember The day that you slipped away I've still never forgiven myself in any way This has turned into my own personal hell
Todays the day I've made my biggest mistake Never getting a chance to know you Or see that beautiful face I am ashamed, I am disgusted That I never gave you a chance to earn your place
What have I done? Where did I wrong? I'm falling apart I'm coming undone This war has taken its toll The demons have finally won
I cant go on making the same mistakes I feel so wrong with only myself to blame