I put myself in your shoes, and I was dissapointed in what I'd seen. But, not dissapointed in you, but with myself. In all your years of suffering, not once did you complain. Yes, I'm guilty of adding to your suffering and pain. You gave me nothing but love and care, but I did not return these feelings, I did not share. And I'm sorry - please forgive me - for I was young and could not see. But I'm older now, I've matured, it won't be like it was before.