Scratching to the surface of the mess That I am in today I’m so afraid there is no way That I could step onto and go away So many times I drowned in lies So many times been pushing you away Running never looking back I don’t know why I never wanted you to stay
But I’m not coming back Not today I’m not going back I better stay away
I saw this truth in front of me But somehow turned and looked the other way It made me think I’m so afraid Afraid of everything I have to say
And I’m not coming back Not today I’m not going back I better stay away
Searching for a reason I slipped And then I lost my fate I saw this truth in front of me But somehow turned and looked the other way
So many times I drowned in lies So many times been pushing you away Running never looking back I don’t know why I never wanted you to stay
But I’m not coming back Not today I’m not going back I better stay away