I spend most days trying to feel better, looking for some hope that I’ll brace the weather And my eyes won’t stop feeling darker but my heart still says it wants her
Though I never felt a sublte embrace I can see the water crawling down your face I’m trying hard and Im trying my best I can feel the weight upon my chest I can talk but I still feel choked up like your hands around my throat have me held up did you ever hear my words touch your mouth I’ve been talking but nothings coming out.
I’m trying hard just say words to you but you never listen anyway do you? I want to know what it’s like to feel brand new I want to know what I look like in your view.
I want to trace your body like it had an outline I want to touch you till you only feel like you’re mine I want to know the opposite of being alone. I wanna know what it’s like to feel at home
I have this rain I feel inside me every day It makes me feel like it’s never gonna go away I try to hide the fact that it’s hard to be okay because you told me you would always stay.
I hope your eyes hold the truth in promise I hope your heart holds the light in darkness Your pretty smile was more than flawless but the last thing that you’ll ever be is honest.
I hope you know that I’ll always want to have you but there’s a difference between wanting you and needing to. you always thought I would be there when you needed me But I’m nothing more than a fragment memory