aitai tte me wo tojitara kuraitai tte yokubou datte osaekonde yasashiku nareru wa kodomo mitai na kokoro nadameteru no aietai tte akirametemo sakebitai tte akase ya shinai tokidoki wa kuufuku no mama de genkai made tamashitemitai no
However dearly I want to see you, when I close my eyes, I just want to eat you… But if I just push those desires aside, it gets all better! … This is how I pacify my childish heart. But I can’t let anyone know, however I try to give up on you, I just want to scream… Sometimes I like to try and take myself to the very limit – starving.
koyomi kazoetemo yume ni kasureteshimau koyoi anata wa kagerou yurareru yusaburu honnou joudou!
Even if I count the days, in dreams time is stripped away Tonight, you’re no more than a mirage Shimmering, shaking – as are my instincts, my emotions!!
yosooi wo kaete warau hito wo yoko me ni magameteiru shukusai no houjun na koufuku ga mune wo sashiteku
I watch from the sidelines as people changed into their better clothes laugh together The mellow happiness of these festivals pricks my heart
utau toori ni magire hitori kajiritsuku oznei haman amai okashi wo kubaru osanai kisu wa iranai kotoba wo kobanda shita ni tsumoru mujun darake no ue dakara anata ni aetara tabete ii desho mou genkai!
As if along with the singing I, by chance even, bit into an oznei haman I don’t need such childish kisses that carry sweet sweets! On my wordless tongue builds an paradoxical hunger… So if I actually do see you I can eat you, right? I’m at my limit!!!
doubutsu no you ni sunao ja nai koukai kajiru hodo yasashikunai riseiteki de arou to shitemo isshun no mayoi made wa azamukenai ne kono danshiki ni owari wa nai anata no koe mo tou ni omoidasenai yuugure ni hohoendeita no wa watashi datta ka sura wasureteshimaisou na no
I’m not obedient like some animal – I’m not kind enough to feel regret Even if you try to reason with me, you won’t phase me a moment There’s no end to this fast – It’s been long since I could remember your voice I’ve even begun to forget, was that me? Smiling beside you in the sunset?
koyomi gyakusan shite wa sugiru kuukyo bakari no hibi tobira tataita oto ni mo kidzukanai kurai aitai aenai kodoku ukeireru tabi tsumoru ue ni sakebisou yo ima mo anata wa kagerou osaekirenai honnou shoudou!
Turning back the calandar, all we spent were empty days I can’t even hear the knocking at the door, I want to see you, I can’t see you! Every moment I spend alone, I want to scream from this mounting hunger! Now you’re no more than a mirage I can’t hold it all in! – My instincts, my impulses!
anata no yubi wo tabetai no anata no hifu mo tabetai no anata no shita wo tabetai no anata no subete tabetai no anata no tsumi wo tabetai no anata no uso mo tabetai no watashi wo uruowasu you na anata no kokoro wo choudai
I want to eat your fingers I want to eat your skin I want to eat your tongue I want to eat your everything! I want to eat your sin I want to eat your lies Give me your heart That made me this way!
anata no yubisaki wo tabetai no anata no hifu mo tabetai no anata no shita wo tabetai no anata no subete tabetai no anata no tsumi wo tabetai no anata no uso mo tabetai no watashi wo uruowasu you na anata no shinzou wo choudai
I want to eat your fingers I want to eat your skin I want to eat your tongue I want to eat your everything! I want to eat your sin I want to eat your lies Give me your heart That made me this way!