Constantly trying to recall again all those nights we had but I'm no good at this and it's bound to fade one day it takes so long to bring back those pieces that are lost that have been buried inside my chest and have been frozen in time if at first it was a second then a minute then a week while my mind was growing dimer trying to struggle to surface and crawling for the light but your image went to bright, too bright while my mind was growing dimer I did nothing to prevent this, constantly trying... I am sorry about it all.