i pulled up the floorboards and there was the payload. i don’t want to remember a thing, i mean nothing. so i dug up the sticks and stones and the bodies, and now i’m racking my brain until i feel nothing.
and my guts are out, now you know about my spiraling, and the knock-on effect is doing my head in.
i’m so glad you could make it, i know it’s exhausting, but i don’t want you to see me now, not like this. so i’m working on making it explode, explode. and i’m pointing my life at you, and that means something.
and my guts are out, and you know about my spiraling, i'm not messing about, this has gone on long enough. bring out the dead, bring out the dead. forget to remember, the sooner the better, the sooner the better, the sooner the better. soften the blow, the only way i know how.