[Verse 1:] I grew up in the H town Living life on the blocks From then thats when i became unorthadox Used to tie knots in my socks Fill them with rocks And i'd, swing your joy if you came 5 blocks Now i havn't changed Still slightly deranged Still slightly outraged And i feel insane Like the, way i could take so much pain Like i think life is real Do you know what i mean Ever since the days i was young I would bust up your clicks if you run up your tongue And, in my hood i see mans getting worked And that man would come back and say that man got murked, yeah! I can say that my lifes been hard Since six i slepted in a two bedroom yard So i, keep listing my fool where I'm knowin I know where ive been So i know where I'm going
[Chorus: (x2)] You don't know where I've been You don't know what ive been through So how can you judge me You don't know bout the life that I got You don't know what its like to live in my slot This worlds gone mad and it don't seem right Every night i pray to god please turn out the light That will be my one wish! (that will be my one wish!)
[Verse 2:] I got the HSE blood in me I run my east side Im the girl gully man chick Born in E5 And ive always beleaved in man Ever since i was young Cause the girls acting bitchy and the man takes long I learned how to move and stay wise on the streets Cause my older boys taught me how to rush and roll deep Watch my moves getting moved Watch my moods getting moods To survive out here You gotta do what you do Hustling on the corner shouting work Cause if your grinding gotta make it work Cause life is hard and life is real And man other days don't care when they kill Boys under sixteen Life taking no good And i step back inside What the fuck is going on This is wrong Tell the families of lost ones I'm sorry R.I.P to babies Jessica and Holly
[Chorus: (x2)] You don't know where I've been You don't know what ive been through So how can you judge me You don't know bout the life that I got You don't know what its like to live in my slot This worlds gone mad and it don't seem right Every night i pray to god please turn out the light That will be my one wish! (that will be my one wish!)
[Bridge:] They don't know what I'm going through They don't know what I'm going through They don't know what I'm going through They don't know what its like for me or you
[Verse 3:] The hood holds loyalty The hood holds faith The hood holds struggle And the hood holds rage The hood holds haterz that wanna gruge me, But i don't really care if you wanna judge me So i don't care if you like me or hate me Cause lately alot of heads run around crazy But i aint here to make new friends Shystie is just here to make a means to the ends So ima be the reason why you step up your pace in this race Ima take every chicks fine base Ima be the realest girl in the game Ima be the reason people forget your name Cause I'm bigin on this Big vibing on this And i don't care who likes me and whos pissed Cause Shysties here and I'm repping it for London Im never gonna be a puff MC you must be dumb man
[Chorus: (x2)] You don't know where I've been You don't know what ive been through So how can you judge me You don't know bout the life that I got You don't know what its like to live in my slot This worlds gone mad and it don't seem right Every night i pray to god please turn out the light That will be my one wish! (that will be my one wish!)