As I open up the door to find you I blink and then your gone given to infiniti blanket in meditative obsession memories now do race through my mind symphonies of thought Im unable to find to fill the void between my soul and my thoughts here is how it all began...
You tortured heart left to trembling hands that tried to grip the sand locked in an hourglass the grey shapes that blind you the demons will find you and lead you back home
you satisfied the craving when all your raving lunacy brought you to your knees and I still remember the words you spoke theyll never leave
And Im still waiting for you to return but the truth is your better off locked far away And as I look beneath the floors where you once dwelled Im finding evidence of how you must have felt a book of photographs containing your own face but missing your eyes and piles of razorblades and by your bedside lays a book of half finished venomous scriptures tale of calamity and crumbling existence humanities frailties and divine resistance and as you know watch me wander through madness craving all my complicated festering sadness believing all these walls are closing around me echoing all these thoughts back through my head
ill satisfy the craving when all my raving lunacy brings me to my knees and I still remember the words you spoke theyll never leave
And Im still waiting for you to return but the truth is your better off locked far away
Lay on your back in cloudy fields of forever look at the clouds in brilliant patterns so clever disintegrate into the earth and remember the feelings we shared about our sickening surrender and I just dont know how to explain what you took when you left me a piece of my mind my soul my breath my existence leaving only moments tattooed in my memories and for the love of god I cannot accept what infiniti took from me I cry out on theses sleepless nights hoping that youll somehow feel my energy
you satisfied the craving when all your raving lunacy brought you too your knees and I still remember the words you spoke theyll never leave.