mysteria draws me back to mother mars Earth won't hold me here
conscious turn to squirming hurt inside of me the ever melting core
give away the ancestor's dream avoiding suffering would set us free
give in to its gravity
back in this place where everything's familiar a scent of a lost home let him stay in bed it's safe and warm in there waveless like his soul
close the door and say farewell to what is meant to fall away
our stained hands can't protect the innocence our stained hands can't protect him --- fly the glider on your birthday's afternoon at the foot of mount sadhana sister's jealousy below the kite so high above but then a blast takes it away
as it slowly disappears laughter leaves the angel's throat
sardonic chill feeding on your loss
the stone hit hard the back of your dear sister's head now watch her topple over a growing stain in virgo's golden hair now you made your mother cry
take father's judgement »dig a hole on the mountain's summit«
dig boy dig you may not live until a shaft turns to a well
I grab the shovel and start to climb soaked are the pants and flooded the eyes father, father, forgive me
dig little boy until the water comes dig until the end of time
walls caving in water breaks through eyes open wide learn how to beg for the grace of mine or learn how to die
hairy skin distant feet dear god it's me weary arms fly heart beat appeasing red stones float weightlessly in dark skies --- overwhelming it's good at last so still and leaden the voices have paused
the script is ending here maelstrom's eye inside of me no movement no way no time for yesterday
the octopus crawls out of your crown unfolds to a sphere that's sinking down his arms reach out silent shout enfolding shroud ensoul this sprout
his insect eyes they hypnotize a billion lights swirl in this hive you dead cocoon prepare to bloom
feel the shame that made you up drink from salvation's cocktail cup take a bow throw the towel
what manifested here dissolves your past collides with the not-known the shell decays shivering remains
you retrieved the lost home that is you retrieved the lost home that is you retrieved the lost home that is you
welcome to the end of the beginning of the end of the beginning of the end of the beginning of the end