TO THE ONE FAR AWAY this is the one i promised YOU as i ran my fingers through your hair while you were asleep with your head on my lap remember when i told you no one can ever keep me from coming over to you no one but you you SAID now why would YOU go and do something like that i didn't want to explain i turned away so afraid of losing you so afraid to leave so afraid of letting go of all that i hold dear our days were ALWAYS numbered from the first time we met that's why it was so intense when every moment mattered you know i meant what i said i WOULD walk on water for you all that i ever wanted i found in you this is my way of telling you that it was so perfect and yet so bittersweet but heavenly i miss you so i miss you - so? missing never helps i miss you so i miss you - so? missing never got me anywhere