Glimmer, Shimmer Powder left on my chest and breasts
Pre-sex virgin and all my love made less contests, too the pieces of love lived in vein Started with a special ring tone led to special names Little poems scattered with hints Even stupids love was the closest thing since I was never in this, prior to the ring, love was a fairy tale kind of thing The way a woman’s face screws after being beat She can’t leave, that’s what love ment to me You were in my english class, sat next to dan and scribbled notes I would write our names in bubble-letter quotes Supposed to be flip but I asked for your digits Love at first sight with the quickness felt my chest cave in, dialing your number 2-1-3-something something something something Heart pummeling heard mumbling, echoing ‘hello’ So my phone drops, so nervous I let it go
Wicha slice of those nights can fit in my pocket Treasure it forever till the day my life stopped-it Never wished for more than your face in my locket Nope, not love till I wrung your heart and popped it (x2)
Called again, quiet at the other end “This is Sirah from your english class…Friends with Dan?” Delay. “Do you know the homework for today?” For some strange reason, that was all I could say Gave me the pages and the paper to write Hung up the phone and as I said goodnight, My face so bright, pink with embarrassment Next day when I saw you at Mrs Harris’s I couln’t breathe But I couldn’t let it go, asked if you wanted to see a show Eat food, just chill, maybe dope If we could build with english and such, the connectivness I was madly in love My mom was in touch, thought you were great, your mom thought the same So we became 1 out of 2 kids And hand holdin’ became, taking my innocence Loved you for our differences, whatever they would be So this song I spit, because you were dear to me
Wicha slice of those nights can fit in my pocket Treasure it forever till the day my life stopped-it Never wished for more than your face in my locket Nope, not love till I wrung your heart and popped it (x2)
Hooky, murdered our love truly Getting high to keep up with your schoolwork My father roady crier so I cried you were a jerk, I thought it worked, swore you stopped I turned to doing that clock We’d hit that pipe on, staying awake for hours Minutes turned to anxious hours (something) would flower, blossom and bloom Come down to thoughts that I consume Let’s only call them weekends, us and our weak friends made it a trend, every day began sadistic array, Pregnancy tests confirmed the fate of slay Cry killed the body on the floor I was a lay, pray for the cure, hiding sickly Carrying our seed, what had happened to love in class 103 sworn it was love that had carried us through but those were different people, than me and you (me and you) What to do, the question plagued me The doctor said we’d have to murder our baby Behaviorally, we’d be insanely crazy So I slaughtered it, in that office that day Never looked at either one of us the same