I tried to spread my wings to fly But they were clipped too early on in my life O' God it's hard to breathe When all the air around me is filled with lies and deceit Maybe I'm the one to blame For all this bullshit that's been fed to me I've still got passion and my heart is the same But I've poured out all my guts while digging this early grave
I'm done living this lie Try to find a motive just to turn off my mind Searching in the deepest recesses of my memories To pick apart and try to find the man that I strive to be
Lady luck won't save me this time As I claw away at the demons on the inside Possessed by genetics, did I ever really stand a chance Drifting as an exile that nobody will understand The reason why I chose to live my life this way I'd rather face the devil than to run away in shame
I'm done living this lie Try to find a motive just to turn off my mind Searching in the deepest recesses of my memories To pick apart and try to find the man that I strive to be
It's sad that on new years eve I'm standing all alone in this crowded city It's due to the fact that I'm so far from home With five so called friends I've never known
I'm done living this lie Try to find a motive just to turn off my mind
Fueled by the hate that so many of you have caused I won't rest until my work here is done I won't rest until my work here is done
I'm done living this lie Try to find a motive just to turn off my mind Searching in the deepest recesses of my memories To pick apart and try to find the man that I strive to be