It used to be that I could fight it when I felt the guilt But now can I only hide it from the life I built There's not a night that passes by that I don't see your face And an eye for an eye seems more like a lie every day But I ride head high like a ton of shit Arms reaching out for the gold like I been hunting it Or wanting it ignoring my conscience what's been haunting it I'm constantly waiting around the corner for my common sense (and you) Our promises of better days and being free When I took a high road thought that you would wait for me But instead of wait for me you started breeding hate for me And then I saw you break good god where you taking me The lights flashed my life passed then all black If you asked could I let you take it all back
Used to be my brother but now it's through I got my finger on the trigger and I won't miss you
Everything I used to love is buried under the streets No procession for to weep is to admit defeat And every night I feel the past underneath my feet It is the demon in my dreams I don't sleep I beg you to take it to whatever level is the level it takes To make me open up my eyes and realize mistakes I got the goddamn fans of this product defending me What the fuck is wrong with them? If peace is over-rated war knows what death is What is the pressure on my chest that leaves me so breathless
I became a monster through and through you were a testament To the death wish that I made when the pressure hit Am I made flesh war death famine pestilence End of the line but you can call me Mr. Wrestling The question was never if Steen will But how loud the fans will be crying I am without regret but am I devoid of shame I am the ANTICHRIST let them know the name The lights flashed your life passed then all black Given the chance would I ask for it all back
Used to be my brother but now it's through I got my finger on the trigger and I won't miss you