I know that he loves me As I watch him leave I'd do anything at all To hear his voice call me But now theres a shadow Where once stood a beam He's searching for colour In a sepia scene
And the cold wind blows Like my grip on a string That I held so close now He's not listening He's not listening
But I can go out there I can be someone else We all have the power to Do this shit to ourselves But in the quiet times When nobody can see I'm letting my thoughts get Bigger than me
And the cold wind blows And the spring never came And I feel so sick to hear his name
Oh how he left me Cos we went too far I looked at my body I learnt how to drive a car I had my family And I had my friends But oh how I wanted to be with him again
And I know he's somewhere that he wants to be And I only wish he wanted that with me
But I can run further than I could before I can laugh louder I can dance till I'm sore Then in the morning I I can do it again I just have to keep moving Don't ever stop moving And all of this envy and all of this fear Will just be a memory of this shitty year
And I'm so much older than I want to be But there's so much more if I take it easy