Somewhere my heart is aching Sitting alone singing Owen songs to itself And I don't care, no not anymore Sometimes life's like a hot air balloon going nowhere
A chance to rise above And look down At that unforgiving ground I feel like a ghost when the sun is out Reaching for a face I just can't touch
My hands are numb from icing my wounds Blood from the mouth from biting my tongue when I Go off the deep end As stable as a newborn child trying to walk As useful as a broken watch when I try to talk
I'd say the clouds have it easier But even they feel grey sometimes An open field of straw in my dreams Stumbling upon a girl laying alone
But I fear I'll be like this for always And I fear I'll be alone forever