I’m looking at my face staring back at me Look at the mirror hating everything reflecting me Couldn’t believe what the whole world has done to me It was me, me, me, all that I could see I was in trouble I was in pain I was playing on the edge of going insane Damn I got stuck, always bad luck Couldn’t see all these people who were backing me up
After crying and long years of hiding I was recognizing the cycle I’m in All this aching I’m done with this faking This sadness I’m breaking, again I’ll begin
I blamed the whole community For all the shit surrounding me That’s why I felt this hate in me for life So I start looking back at me and take responsibility That’s why I feel this sympathy for life
Suddenly I loved life again Suddenly I even laughed again Finally I could sleep again, breathe again I could even eat again Life didn’t seem so bad for me Got a great band friends and a family and a lovely girl taking care of me Was it me screaming life ain’t fair to me
Past is just baggage you take on this voyage Nothing but a package that’s making you strong Just have some faith in the choices you’re making Wherever they’ll take you That's where you belong
Why couldn’t I just see that my world is spinning just for me I am a part of life I got sick of blaming every day the same accusations My whole life’s a lie