teashi futatsu zutsu haeteiru teido ja aiseru mono mo ni, san de sore ga baka mitai ni fueteiku you da to subete kanakya ikenai ne dakara takusan aiseru youni to ijikitanai kono boku wa aru hi bukiyou na jibun wo aisuru no wa yame ni suru to kimetanda boku wa kamisama kara sazukatta kono inochi wo haha kara uketa inochi wo boku wa hitonami ni wa tsukae mo shinai node kesa no gomi ni dashimashita darenimo kitai nante sarezu ni iyoiyo kaien wo semararete tsui ni maku wo aketa jinsei gekijou kyaku mo inai mama ni kanashimi no nami ni oboreru doumo kono kokoro wa juushourashii ga shihanyaku mo kikaneeshi soreni hazukashi nagara kono seikatsu dewa isha ni tayoru okane mo nai dakara pokkari aita kizuguchi wa tou no mukashi ni tadarete aru hi kizuguchi kara tareteta munashisa ga gero haku youni arufeta kyoushitsu no sumi de dokusho wo suru rin to shita nagakya mi no ano ko ha boku ga koishiteru to hayashitaterarete ijimi ni aimashita kanashimi no nami ni oboreru shinhatsu no odakyuu ga maiasa boku wo donaritsukete wa tobiokita boku no ichinichi wo kyou mo hikikoroshiteku ikiru tame ni taberu tame ni daiji na mono wo urisugita you de itsumade tattemo kono ooki na ana wa tataerareyashinai kanashimi no nami ni oboreru