i just wanted to shout. to shout: no don't do this! i just wanted to talk and tell you how i feel now. but just like always i couldn't seem to find enough courage to break this silence. why don't you just stay away and leave me space to breath? why don't you just stay away and give me space to breath? (how rare) i just wish i could, could have told you back then that i'm no good and that i will mess things up. but just like always the words just stucks in my throat, in me. why don't you just stay away and leave me space to breath? why don't you just stay away and give me space to breath?