When you told me you were leaving, well I couldn't feel my mouth, because all I'll ever be is someone else. As I watched you walk away, I felt something in me change. My heart froze over, all emotion dripped away
(Chorus) So I drove home, at a hundred miles an hour, just to see what it feels like to fly. I crashed my car, into someone else's backyard, just to see what it feels like to die.
When you told me that you missed me, well i couldn't close my eyes, because I realized what it felt like to die. 'cause all you'll ever be is a nightmare and a wet dream, a reason to smile from six feet under ground.
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So bathe me in pale flesh, promise that I'll never be good again.
I hope you miss me when I'm gone, because I can't hold on for too long. and I'm so scared of dying alone, that I'll kill myself right here, right now.