It's been a few days I don't have anything to do Felt so lonely that I nearly imagined THAT I took it all back into the suffering heart So empty I lied The hurt and the time did their part I wish You changed your mind I wish I turned back time And if i'm still capable of... Fuck, I'm concealing the cause...
We must be strong There are no unwinnable wars Do I have to stop and wait?
I eagerly am waiting the wave of anger and emptiness Choking fits Burning fits Painfulfits of jealousy
Free now, totally free Thought it was my best Hope and pray for better But somehow I can't and I don't believe it Strong, I gotta be strong Never escape Live through this and win it over Seems so unreal Cuzl those years, all those years... Bury those years
It cost me a lot To go back from the start To find the mistake And to learn being smart I promised myself to discover, uncover Recover... But I failed again I failed and fail again
Well, from now on I'm setting myself But I'm so unsure And after it's gone I won't let myself... Let go all that is to endure Learn back to belong Failing to keep everything up Once I believe things are achieved I realize that they have been falling torn apart
How the hell should I explain Now that I'm paying price Probably I;m to blame Saying sorry is never suffice
Now when all is gone Getting o-kay... First hand bitter end to go Carrying my days away Getting wiser So they say Carrying my days away To recall it all Days away...