your cold eyes every sign heavy minds don't explain You are a traitor Right or wrong, Don't matter When you are with me
Every night again and again, I am preparing a cure for despair That kills me a little faster than morbid fear that you won't come back Scotch,meth or coke a cigarette smoke And I play my weird chords and i forget about love thats there for others too and I look forward to your return and feel the smell of cheap perfume
my humiliation as an offering to you I find the remains of our love in your anger,in my bruises i tell myself that its not true that you must love,yes,you do
and i'll cry and fall on my knees i'll begging you: don't explain,please! just stay with me some more just stay with me and you will kiss me,hug me , you'll say that you need me,lie me and i'll sleep like a child in your arms but when the morning comes you'll leave with no doubt and all will return like and next night,again i will preparing a potion of despair that kills me a little faster than this patient fear that today you don't come back you don't come back a little more scotch, a cigarette smoke and coke drown my soul and i forget about love thats there for others too then one day i will pray and stop this circus way i will sleep like a child but no body could awake me