I can't fucking think And these bookshelves of stress fill my apartment I don't get why no matter how hard I try I can't seem to get anything right
And I don't know what you could see In a waste of a man like me I'll just close my eyes and hope I don't make it till sunrise
I've given up on giving up My life has fallen apart, and nobody gives a fuck I hide away almost everyday I'm afraid of everything, I don't deserve anything
But I still try To craft these lies that I'm doing okay
Are you listening? Because I haven't heard a thing At least that's what I keep telling myself
And I don't get what you could see In a waste of a man like me I'll just close my eyes and hope I don't make it till sunrise Because it's been so long since I've felt That I belonged Just lay it to rest, a lost cause I'll close my eyes until the sounds fade