I'm such an asshole God I'm such a stain I just keep fucking up again and again
[Chorus:] I don't believe I don't believe That I could be so stupid and so naive I don't believe I don't believe That there is nothing, nothing left for me
You crawled into my mind when you crawled into my bed Said everyhting I've ever longed to hear So perfect, so alive, once inside you sucked me dry You used me up and left me here for dead
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I crave it desperately, its a cancer eating me An addiction too intense to be denied Worthless, I'm a whore, crawling back for more It's pathetic how I feed off this abuse
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God I feel so stupid
You told me that you loved me And I belived you loved me You swore that you loved me And I believed, now I know it was a lie Now I know it was a lie Now I know it was a lie