If ever you had said to me before that I would live this life That I am living now I guess it's all so strange To feel the way I do inside But have so much that I could feel some pride for in my life So why is it that I feel like this
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How do I feel? I've been here before, I've felt this Retreat to a place, a place within me, I need this Keep it all down, bottled inside, it breaks me To torment again and torture me like it used to I try and try to break away from all the hate I'm feeling For every one of you that's ever done me wrong I need to justify the reasons for the way I'm living I guess I can't cause I don't feel like I deserve
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So now the waves they have subsided and my soul is bleeding I can't take away all the shame I feel forgive me