I was placed under water with no air - and if there’s a place after death I will go there - but I’ve got no fear - huh! - who the hell am I kidding but there’s no point in screaming ’cause then the water would be streaming down my throat so I hold my breath the little I have left for as long as I can hoping I’ll get pulled up to land and just then someone grabs a hold of my hand and pulls me to the surface but not to set me free - no only to attach more blocks of concrete to my feet and send me back - now everything is back in order and my lungs are still being filled with water
oxygen cut off again the surface is leaving me alone
steady falling - never rising - a word from the wise one that lies in the back of my mind - keeping me from leaving that time behind - that moment for a second brought the light back to my eyes for an instance of course - then I stumbled - I was humbled it came and went surely but that event was never ever meant for me - reality hit me on the head with a sledge - pulled me up a cliff just to push me off the edge - I’m falling for the blink of an eye I forgot about my bad seed and for a short moment I could breathe - but then my oxygen was cut off again
oxygen cut off again the surface is leaving me alone all alone and by myself on my own - I’m gone
goodbye - nice knowing you - huh!-huh! - I’m gasping I think I’m going to suffocate any moment now but don’t give me your helping hand - no - don’t you understand don’t pick me up anymore - damn! - I’ve said it before just leave me on the ground ’cause here is where I belong and if I happen to get no oxygen - well - so long
now you just stand and stare - while I’m just lying there what the hell are you looking at - I’m fucking dying here now I truly know what it means to love your enemies both the beauty and the beast in the same human being - keeping me from breathing my oxygen was cut off again - reality hit me on the head with a sledge - pulled me up a cliff just to push me off the edge and I’m falling