this evening's no different from last night or the nights before I find myself in a fetal position hands wrapped tight around my throat
I'm thinking nothing seems to flow except this drowning sweat that's choking me to question
what I wrote to you, at the time, I meant every word now each thought like my body twists and contorts felt this churning peristalsis reversed fluttering in my throat a swarm of locusts erupts from my mouth
running stumbling hand over hand slipping through and splashing the floor running stumbling hand over hand slipping through and splashing the floor running stumbling hand over hand slipping through and splashing the floor
pure adrenaline surge tensed muscle tears from its frame pieces strewn from end to end
still feel no pain locked in overdrive and if you could move it would only be to a crawl I've seen you before in my life I want to tear you down immerse myself in your flames
bathe in your ashes before this day I never felt so alive
I've seen you before in my life I want to tear you down I've seen you before in my life I want to tear you down immerse myself in your flames
yesterday erased a trace of my life I can't recall but your voice reminds me forever war lifetime burning another battlefield to prove my worth prove my worth as a failure in your eyes
ten minutes away as far as the eye can see
electrical towers span mile after mile I've seen you before in my life and I want to tear you down
I've come to tear you down
my mind is a ghetto where I'm breeding disease
no refuge in the germ factory from behind my window I see you standing on the platform waiting on the northbound plan my moves six steps in advance take refuge in the germ factory
visions of technicolor murder so vivid so real visions of technicolor murder fulfilling some obscene prophecy
I've come to tear you down I've come to tear you down I've come to tear you down I've come to tear you down
obsession spreading like cancer (awareness) heightened to arc light precision every last detail.