I'm breathing in this understanding With tight fists I'm letting go of artifacts Jaded, misanthropic With tired eyes I'm giving in to giving up Painting horizons on this heavy heart With broken arms I will try to lift you up Shaking withered hope in ancient bones I am lost inside kaleidoscope eyes I am lost I am gone Sadness is a song and its covered in mud And its hard to sing with this dirt in my lungs Heavy breathing, I tried to keep you here with me Shaking, I'm alone and I have hope I am lost inside kaleidoscope eyes Oh how hard I tried I am gone Send me to sea Floating away, I can't breathe Buried I memories, I am gone All the sad things sing along Through the bilge in their lungs Sweeter than sugar With a mouthful of blood I am gone I am a haunted home You left me on my own Its all I've ever known..