I love you more than I say, I carve canyons with your name. I use the pulse inside my veins, to track the source of all my pain. The gold they found that’s in my brain, was used to fuel the hate I gave. I begged for them to make a change, but their ears were blocked from the mess I made.
If I gave you wings, would you fly away? Or would you stay inside my bed and enjoy the finer things? If I hurt you once more, you can leave me alone, I’ll be staring at the gates, with feathers in my bones. If I smoke before I sleep, I’ll be dead in just a week. You can find me in the ground, pull the weeds between my teeth.
I’m still searching for my voice. Words are forming with white noise. Time is moving but if I slow down then it’s my choice.
I’m not feeling up to par. When I’m alone I fall apart. And if my life is in the stars then let it burst inside my heart.
If we kiss before I sleep, You’ll be gone in just a week, If I can’t find you in the ground, I’ll pull these weeds between my teeth.