I’m sorry has never cut it since, since the day you chose to leave us Because you couldn’t handle this I feel like leaving too, forgetting all of this But the images burned in my head will haunt eternally
I have seen the dead
They walk the earth with smiles on their faces Thinking nothing of the time that they have all been wasting Then I remember you full of hope and hatred Loving only yourself ‘til you did yourself in
All the things I never said eat me alive because you never said goodbye And all my mistakes, they keep me awake and wondering how I could have changed things
Sometimes I think back to that hopeless night and I am alone Walk down that empty hallway to that cold apartment where your body lay Lifeless and empty, as if some sort of thief A body snatcher taking from me I enter the room where you took your last breath, and I find the note folded on the bed I know what’s coming but still I have to read The last will and testament of the willingly deceased
“I took my life because I cared about you less Than the pain inside my body, my soul my heart and head And I’d ask for your forgiveness if I thought it could change my fate But I’ll burn in hell for my sins and I don’t regret a thing”
And that was all you wrote A short and painful note I may remember different or embellish it too much But time never heals a thing The days all cloud my judgment But the words scrawled on the paper Could never say enough to fix what you did You selfish low-life
No chariot No saving grace The seraphim have abandoned me No chariot No saving grace No seraphim to come take me away