Suddenly the guilt is written on your face God only knows how down deep it goes Nothin left to say in this pitiful state I'm takin' the shame out on a song
I need to settle down maybe Take some pity on myself
Damn you, I said damn My mind is better off dead Damn you, I said damn Who are these voices in my head
Someone poured cold cement in your soul And now all the beautiful colors are turning to gray I notice you're happy only when you're miserable (like some other people I know) You love to eat your heart out just for the taste
We bleed so preciously, baby Hopeless refugees of war
Damn you, I said damn My mind is better off dead Damn you, I said damn Oh, God, I feel like I'm shot in the head
Into the air and into the lungs And then down under the skin Sweetly feeding the blood becoming Part of the flesh part of the bone Becoming the brain & blackening the soul
Hip hip hip boom boom way to go I got a brand new me I don't even know Before I get a little sick or a Little cold, there's just one thing that you should know
We scream so desperately, baby Choking on the words as they fall
Damn you I said damn My mind is better off dead Damn you I said I can't stop these feelings