Somewhere I lost it walking the fence between my anger and it's bitterness. Do I call it quits? Does my sanity have what it takes to afford the damage? Fighting with everything I am to hold it together. Looking back in shame and regret at all the ties I've severed. I'm spinning out of control. I'm one half of a whole. I've lost faith in myself. Nowhere to go as I dismiss responsibility. Avoid opportunity just to achieve my temporary relief. With death and hate as far as my eyes can see And every anchor of pain and self-deat chained to me, I laugh in failures face and I throw it away.