lying here awake in bed, all these thoughts inside my head missing how it used to be, everything was clear to me now my faith is swept aside, distancing a better life can't somebody tell me why, this gets worse as time goes by? and i wanna be somebody else for awhile to maybe get a little relief there's no escape from this relentless hell, feels like it's gotta grip on me i can feel it coming soon, scared to even leave this room pressure of my blood just rised, got no help i'm hypnotized, and now i'm panicking inside, heart feels like it's paralyzed, cried so much my eyes are dry sick of all the fear i'm screamin i wanna be somebody else for awhile to maybe get a little relief there's no escape from this relentless hell, feels like it's gotta grip on me
cuz no one knows just what it's like to ive through such anxiety gotta take a drug for all the pain just to get away from reality i'm so sick of it all, i just don't wanna die without knowing why it's gotta grip on me, oh why, somethin's gota grip on me
an uneasy mind, why can't i just live a normal life? with no fear, no burdens that just bottle up inside? and it's like, nothin ever seems to just give in and i'm here, still with the pain, and still i'm askin why?