I don't know how else to put this - it's taken me so long to do this I'm falling asleep and I can't see straight My muscles feel like a melee - body's curled in a u-shape I put on my best, but I'm still afraid Propped up by lies with promises - saving my place as life forgets Maybe it's time I saw the world I'm only here for awhile - but patience is not my style And I'm so tired that I got to go
What am I supposed to hide now? What am I supposed to do? Did you really think I wouldn't see this through? Tell me I should stick around for you, tell me I could have it all I'm still too tired to care and I got to go
I get to go home in one week, but I'm leaving home in three weeks They throw me a bone just to pick me dry I'm following suit and directions, I crawl up inside for protection I'm told what to do and I don't know why I'm over existing in limbo, I'm over the myths and placebos I don't really mind if I just fade away... I'm ready to live with my family, I'm ready to die in obscurity Cuz I'm so tired that I got to go
What am I supposed to hide now? What am I supposed to do? You still don't think I'm going to see this through? Tell me I'm a part of history - Tell me I can have it all I'm still too tired to care and I got to go
What am I supposed to hide now? What am I supposed to do? You still don't think I'm going to see this through? Tell me I'm a part of history - Tell me I can have it all I'm still too tired to care and I got to go