Sometimes I wish I would die So I could watch you cry Up up in the clouds, lookin down At you dressed in black below At my funeral With all the loved ones that I know And as you watch them grieve You're gonna feel so guilty For all the things you said to me And I'll be gone, gone, gone in the ground While you're singin songs, songs wishin I was around I know this song sounds selfish Morbid as bone burned black But I know if I died right now I know you'd want me back And with that said Right now I wish I was dead