Intensify the pain as I speak these words So personal to me do I make things ten times worse? Throwing all sense of caution to the wind The next tragedy will begin where this one ends With everything thats happening I allow If I held this all inside I'd be dead by now Reality dawns & ends the world of make believe Suffering silently is done I know my day will come I die every time I say these words that kill something in you The word made flesh the word is flesh With everything thats happening I allow I let this out & it all affects you somehow Reality dawns & ends the world of make believe I've only said what I felt to play the hand that I was dealt So I'm unsteady but my cards are right here on the table Suffering silently is done I know my day will come Breaking my bones this friction its burning like a sick addiction I refuse to place the blame but who ever you are go back from where you came