My future seems so full of life And brighter now than it has ever been, But somehow I just can't allow My shell to crack And let the sun shine in... Today I feel so sick Today I feel comfortable with this If I should die before you I'll always be around to guide you In your center you'll find me And in the sky as a star still shining But if If i can't pick myself back up Just enough to see above the haze My family buries the middle son The church bells ring, They don't know what to say... They don't say anything at all... The silence takes control of me There's violence in my circuitry And one day I won't feel so sick But first comes the fall...