I could see it all along, I never knew, I never knew, I never knew that I wasn’t strong enough to be able, to defend myself from this. This, this, this suffering This hole I buried myself in.
I should have done this a long time ago. And now it’s out of control.
This time, you’ll find, you really need that peace of mind. I hope, you’ll see, before it’s to late for you and me. Before it’s too late for you.
I defend myself from this. This injustice, this mistreatment, I know that I did this to myself. For the health of my mind, I chose to hide inside.
For the longest time. I had to tell you what was on my mind. But I refrained, yeah I refrained. All these echoes weighing on my brain. And I made it worse. Yeah I made it worse.
This is forever, can’t reverse this curse. I made it worse.