Thoughts..Words..And constant fear Smoke.. Walls.. Things are like unreal Lost count of days. Time stands still No good ways.. And broken will
Sloth.. Loath.. (it’s) hard to feel Clock.. Choke.. Tension and peal Suffering from nightmares - they are too real Nobody cares. That is my ordeal
Ordeals lead to coarsening (Becoming feeling-proof)
Thoughts.. Words.. It’s madness’ feed Smoke.. Walls.. Gonna bury and conceal (me) Endless row of days. As if time stands still Longing for the ways. Silence breaks the will
Sloth.. Loath.. Nowhere to flee Clock.. Chokes.. Tension makes me plead Living thru the nightmares. Doubt if that’s all for real And no one dares to share this ordeal