Gary was a hella fella to the girls a dream sella Always had the hot ones with him riding shotgun Handsome and athletic called him Mr. Go get it Big man on campus he was second to none Three sport star fame everybody knew his name Kid had Kobe game the boy was sick Could write his own ticket to any college he wanted to A blue chip recruit he knew he was the shit Drunk on the limelight never had his mind right Only concerned with women Kush and clothes Started looking for a better high to get by Next it was the blow going up in his nose Scholarships disappeared friends they were outta there No calls answered they were never at home Turned into a Crack head robbing other Crack heads Shot by a Crack head dead and gone
There's no one you can blame for all of your frustrations The walls you've built, the bridges that you've burned Nothing seems to change despite your best intentions Where will you go, now that you're all alone
Right now I feel like I'm all alone Like Will Smith in that movie everybody's gone I use to be so big cause I was full of myself Now I fight to keep control of my mental health I tuned out the world and put them all on mute My mental hard drives corrupted and I need to re-boot Contemplating how to get more loot I purge myself before I loose it and I start to shoot Seems like I've lost my way Can't make it through the day Stressed and depressed I'm so self loathing Lost it I must confess feels like I can't progress Their use to be a time when I was ballin and rollin Now I've gotta an attitude Crass and I'm extra rude Dreaming of the days when my pockets were swollen Now I'm in a corner man Stuck with out a proper plan Feeling like my life and my souls been stolen
Angie you were so pretty, classy, cute and witty With an edge but nothing close to saditty I think about you from time to time And I always smile when you cross my mind Wish I could see your face To tell you there's a special place In my heart love you'll always be a part of The times we had as friends I never thought would end But I know one day love I'll see your smiling face again You were married to a cat that was over bearing When you saw me barely spoke Could it be you feared him As you passed by I could see it in your pretty eyes Wanted to stop and talk nervously you said hi Did he change a heart that was real and true Mentally and Physically Angie was he stressing you Gave him a precious child You were a precious wife How in the Hell could that dude take your precious life