OCTOBER 1ST 0640 HOURS Oh man… I just had the most messed up nightmare. Hell… I don’t even know why I'm talking about it in this log... I haven’t thought about any of that stuff in years... I thought I’d left it all behind when I joined up. We're two days from planetfall, the main engines have already cut out so we’re in deceleration now. I just need to get some real sleep before we arrive.