OCTOBER 6TH 1700 HOURS I saw her again… Janette. It’s okay though because I think I understand now. I joined up because I wanted to get away from Earth. I thought I blamed myself…I couldn’t help her… I let my sister drown. It’s not true though, I must have always known it wasn’t my fault. I’ve just never accepted it. [pauses to consider and put events behind him] I’m nearly at the surface. They MUST have gotten a rescue ship through by now.