I’m going deep and I’m not coming back. To find out who I really am. I’ve got nothing left but a dream. So you’ll have to kill me (cus I’ve got no time to bleed)
And bang bang serenade my brain, Just like a migraine, I’m in so much pain. Throw me to the wolves, And just take it all away.
And I’m so tired of hating myself. I got caught up trying, To be something I can’t be. Is that what you define as “irony”? And I’m on the edge of my mind, And I put it all on the line. And I won’t go down without a fight!
I’m going deep and I’m not coming back. I’ll take back my joy again. Depression’s got a grip on me, Conceited, defeated, and I’m in so much pain!
Insecurity will be the death of me!
My life is more than a disease I’ve just been looking in the wrong places So tell me what does it mean? What does it mean?
And I’m so tired of hating myself. I got caught up trying, To be something I can’t be. Is that what you define as “irony”? And I’m on the edge of my mind, And I put it all on the line. And I won’t go down without a fight!
And bang bang serenade my brain, Just like a migraine, oh I’m in so much pain. I’m in so much pain…
And I’m so tired of hating myself. I got caught up trying, To be something I can’t be. Is that what you define as “irony”? And I’m on the edge of my mind, And I put it all on the line. And I won’t go down without a fight!