In my head i hope you have forgotten. But in my heart i hope you still remember. That you said if i got homeless one day. You would keep a place for me to sleep at. In your home, next to you. And you worry that i'm drinking too much. And you said i should take better care. I just wish i didn't bother you at all. When we fall, we fall hard. I fall down. Pick me up, help me stand. I just hope i don't depend on you too much. You could take care of yourself instead. Sinking, drifting, failing, falling. This is all my fault, this is all my work - sinking falling, drifting. This is not your fault, this is all just me.